Sunday, June 16, 2013

Lord, Please keep making me.

Make me broken, so I can be healed.
cause I'm so calloused and now I can't feel
I want to run to You with heart wide open
make me broken.

Make me empty, so I can be filled
cause I'm still holding onto my will
and I'm completed when You are with me
make me empty.

Make me lonely, so I can be Yours
'till I want no one more than You, Lord
cause in the darkness I know You will hold me
make me lonely.

'till You are my one desire.
'till You are my one true love.
'till You are my breath, my everything
Lord, please keep making me.

I found this song last month, and I made this my prayer. I keep singing this song everyday and He did it to me and He still do. 

Thank you for teaching me so many things in this last 2 years, God.
I'm not gonna say all things that I had was completely a mistake, but what I believe is You were teaching me the best lesson in my life through a lovable yet irresistible person.
Thank You for always loving me, Dad. 
And now I've let go the need to know why, for You know better than I.
May be knowing I don't know is part of getting through.
I put my trust in You. You know what best for me, for him. 
And I believe this is the best for us.

I Let You Go


There are people who can walk away from you. When people can walk away from you, let them walk. Don’t try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean, hang up the phone.
When people can walk away from you, let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody who left. The Bible said that they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can’t make them stay.

Let them go.

It doesn’t mean that they are a bad person; it just means that their part in the story is over. And you’ve got to know when peoples’ part in your story is over so that you don’t keep trying to raise the dead. You’ve got to know when it’s dead.
You’ve got to know when it’s over. 
I believe in good-bye. It’s not that I’m hateful, it’s that I’m faithful, and I know whatever God means for me to have He’ll give it to me.

Thursday, June 6, 2013

another thank you


Thanks for letting me go. Even this heart will never want to let you go.
It's sad to know that people change so fast just like seasons. It's like just yesterday we were happy together and now we are apart.
But, I'm happy you moved on. I will be happy when you're happy. Because you do deserve it. :)
Yeah, this is life. The world still turning. We have to move forward.

Once again and for the last time, i wanna say, 
Thank you for teaching me what is love and what is hurt.

from the one who never stop loving you,

by the way, don't worry I'm on my way to move on.