Setelah terakhir gue ngeblog, I said I would never give up on us.
But now, I give up. I don't see any hope for us in the future.
What's the point in second chances when people will never change?
Some people will never change, no matter how much you wish they would.
This fact is hurting me. But I have to accept it and let him go.
Your best efforts will never be enough when your best efforts are being wasted in the wrong person.
At this point I realize I have done too much for you, that the only next possible step to do is stop. Leave you alone. And walk away.
It's not like I'm giving up, and it's not like I shouldn't try. It's just that I have to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly yours will eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be.
I bet one day, you will realize that you were throwing your diamond.