sebenernya blog gw ada yang baca ga sih? haha..
anyway, i just wanna know..
well,, this month it's been tough for me.
I broke up with A.
yeah, the one i love, the one I thought he's different.
But, now i know, he's just the same. Never change from his past. Still immature.
Di satu sisi aku bersyukur. Perpisahaan adalah jalan terbaik daripada kita bersama.
Karna potensi kita ga bisa maksimal. Ga bisa nurut maksimal, dan ga bisa saling respect kalo masih terus bareng.
8 bulan. belom setahun sih. Tapi memori dan harapannya udah banyak banget.
Sedih? Sedih banget. Kecewa? well of course.
Tapi ya udah, disyukuri aja. I know God knows the best for me, him and for us.
Benerin diri masing2 dulu emang paling bener. Kalo masih mo bebas, ya udah sok. Kalo emang ga mau di kekang, ya sudah. Kalau masih belum bisa komit dan tanggung jawab, ya udah ga usah pacaran. May be being friends is better.
But what you did to me, and what we've been through, is hurting me.
But, don't worry. I'll be fine. And still pray for you, for your best and happiness.
Thanks for this 8 months together, and a year of being my best friend. yeah, i know we still be a good friend.
I learn a lot from this relationship. I know this will make me stronger.
One thing I want you to know, God Loves you, A. More than i do.