Sunday, January 15, 2012

sorry for being selfish, Dad

*fuuuh...
Emang cuma bisa menghela nafas panjang kalo inget apa yang gue lakuin akhir-akhir ini ga menghasilkan apa-apa.

I'm too busy with my stuff and i forgot why i have to do this and that.
I forgot about what's the point, the purpose when i do this and that.
And that's make me tired with all of things and get nothing.
I'm sorry Dad.
I'm not connect it all to You.
I was being selfish.
I'm sorry.

Whereas, there are people around me who need Your love through me.

Setiap orang ternyata punya kesedihan dan beban hidupnya sendiri-sendiri.
Bodoh banget kalo kita egois ama masalah kita doang.
Gue pikir masalah gue yang paling berat, ternyata gue salah.
Banyak banget orang yang kita jumpai, mereka bisa ketawa-ketawa bareng kita diluarnya, ternyata di dalam hati mereka menyimpan banyak banget luka, kesedihan dan masalah.
Sedih banget tau kenyataan ini.

God, here I'm.
with all my shortcomings, I give my life.
Use me to spread Your love for the people who need love.

I love my family, my best friends, and also my BEM 2. *hugs!

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